Taylor Frankie Paul Reflects On The ‘Highlights’ Of Her ‘Worst Year’

Paul, the chief of MomTok, took to TikTok a couple of days in the past to share the worst components of her 2024, after which adopted that up a couple of days later with the perfect components of what she known as her “worst yr.”

After sharing the negatives from 2024, Paul determined to replicate on a few of the “highlights.”

“I did all of the negatives, so we’re gonna go into positives,” she stated in her TikTok video. “First comes first is my lovely child boy that got here. I do know lots of people are like properly, you had your child, it ought to have been the perfect yr. For lots of mothers, postpartum is normally their worst years, and everybody simply has like a special expertise, how the mother is simply going by way of quite a lot of hormonal modifications, despair, and it is extra about psychological well being.”

She continued to speak about her son saying he is been “such a blessing” in her life, earlier than shifting on to a different “enormous accomplishment” from 2024.

“One other enormous accomplishment was our present on Hulu,” she continued. “Hit one of many high rated exhibits this yr. Like, oh this can do first rate, however the truth that it hit primary on Hulu the primary day, what on the planet, what is that this? It was thoughts blowing.”

Because of the recognition of the present, Paul has had many individuals method her to thank her for sharing her story and for “serving to” them in many alternative methods.

“And that I helped them in methods and to be open to share your story, that was the good half for me,” she stated. “And I really feel like, the factor that is so cool about individuals that you simply fangirl over and watch, that had been fangirling over you and stated that they cherished your present, in order that was additionally actually cool.”

It did not take lengthy after the truth present was launched on Hulu that it was picked up for a second season, “for like 20 episodes.”

“So once I say our lives just about modified in a single day, for touring functions, that they had been like, your automobile is gonna be there at the moment, you are picked up, your resort’s booked, your driver might be there,” she continued. “A unique way of life that I used to be like, what is that this?”

She additionally talked about presenting on the CMA’s, which she known as was a “dream come true.”  One different spotlight for Paul was assembly her therapist, who she stated would be the one who “saves” her.

Just a few days earlier than her video highlighting some positives from final yr, Paul shared a video speaking in regards to the “worst” components of her yr.

“I wanna say this was even worse than my 2022, which says rather a lot,” she stated. “With that being stated, I am having bother deciphering which one was. And I solely say that as a result of together with that, I had wonderful alternatives come my manner.”

She stated she wasn’t going to “go into element of why this was one of many worst years,” as a result of viewers will get to see it “all unravel right here this subsequent yr.”

“It was a yr of quite a lot of unpacking all this stuff that needed to occur to ensure that there to be precise change,” she continued. “And I am not likely one to place blame on individuals for my life. I am self conscious to know what was my half and what may I’ve completed in another way. What’s a lesson I can take from this expertise?”

Paul continued her video sharing that there have been each “good issues” and “actually arduous issues” all through her 2024.

“For instance, earlier this yr, I’m so disassociated. We see it within the present, I am not there. I can not even watch the present as a result of it is so arduous to observe,” she shared. “After which I lastly wished to start out feeling once more, so with that, you  have to start out feeling quite a lot of ache and letting issues in.”

She stated 2022 “was skilled,” 2023 “was misplaced” and in 2024, she “let the ache in.”  She stated she let the ache in unexpectedly, which had her “on lavatory flooring, screaming, crying on telephone calls, intense remedy.”

“I prayed to God saying it’s a must to assist me. And please keep in mind this isn’t about me complaining about life issues. That is all about psychological well being,” she continued. “And it would not matter what exterior issues you might have in life, as a result of it can by no means make you cheerful in the event you’re not completely happy inside.”

Paul’s video sharing the dangerous components of 2024 went viral with greater than 2.3 million views. Her newer video, speaking in regards to the positives of the yr, is rapidly on its approach to turning into viral.

Lots of her followers dropped into the remark sections of her movies to share their help and the way they relate to her.

“The comeback is much larger than the setback!! 2025 is your yr,” one viewer wrote within the feedback in regards to the damaging components of 2024. One other stated, “Thanks for together with us and displaying us how necessary it’s to take accountability but in addition deal with ourselves as mothers.”

Over within the feedback of her 2024 highlights, Hulu wrote, “2025 might be your yr.” Paul responded, “Our YEAR.”

Many others shared how they associated to Paul’s postpartum discuss.

One viewer stated, “You probably the most realest, clear of all of them. Love ya Taylor.”